it's okay even if it hurt

:'(.. sdey.. tiap kali aku dengar sal dea mesti aku jd sedey.. ottokkhae.. what should i do.. apez.. hukhuk..  siot jew asew.. even da lma pown aku nk terasa wtpew kn.. tp tue r psal.. mgkin kowg tgk aku cmni tp bila dtg hal dea jer aku jd cdey.. tataw r npew.. dea da bhagia aq pown kna cri gak kbhagiaan tue,, shall i?? 


shont elle - Impossible
 i remember years ago
someone told me i should take
caution when it comes to love
i did, i did
and you were strong and i was not
my illusion, my mistake
i was careless, i forgot
i did
and now when all is done
there is nothing to say
you have gone and so effortlessly
you have won
you can go ahead tell them

tell them all i know now
shout it from the roof top
write it on the sky love
all we had is gone now
tell them i was happy
and my heart is broken
all my scars are open
tell them what i hoped would be
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible

falling out of love is hard
falling for betrayal is worst
broken trust and broken hearts
i know, i know
thinking all you need is there
building faith on love is worst
empty promises will wear
i know (i know)
and know w hen all is gone
there is nothing to say
and if you're done with embarrassing me
on your own you can go ahead tell them


ya allah.. sembuhkanla ati ku yang lara ini,, amin,, huhu,, sometime i feel like i still in love with him but my heart deny it.. where is the love?? hurm... someone please help me,,

kasih ibu membawa ke syurga, kasih ayah ke hujung nyawa..

semalam aq mimpi..mimpi abah aq nangis sbb kcwa ngn aq.. cdey sgt taw.. teresak-esak lak tue.. x hnti2 abah aq nangis. kononnya dlm mimpi aq tue dea cdey tgk pic aq ngn sowg dak laki ney. siap kta lagi, abah bersengkang mata kja nk tgk anak abah belajar tp ney yg along wt kt u. cdey kot tgk owg laki nangis. ni kan pla abah aq sndri.. aq mtak maaf tp dea nmpak cm kcwa gler ngn aq.. mmg pergh,, luluh ati aq tgk.. mmg bru2 ney aq dew skitkn ati abah aq a.k.a kcwakan dea tp mimpi ney mcm lain mcm sket. bgun pagi aq trus nangis. ms dlm tndas pown nangis, msa mandi jgn ckp r.. abah,, maafkn along.. along jnji xkn wt lagi camni. da lma abah aq x pnggil aq anak abah,, cdey,, aq rndu sgt ngn pnggilan tue.. abah,, along rndu sgt kt abah.. abah jga la ksihatan abah ye,, jgn mkn bnda yg pdas2, yg dew kafein, nnti prut abah skit lagi. abah, along rindu nk abah dodoikn along mcm msa along kecik2 dulu.. apew la nk jdi ngn aq ney,, i give nothing for both my parents but problems. what im gonna do.. pabhochoro.. mak, abah,, along mtak maaf,, i love both of you so much..

ke mana kau menghilang diri..

adoi.. siksa tol bla line xdew ney.. gram la plak.. ish.. cuti-cuti ni ingt nk wt assignment tp x brjln la plak.. ^_^. bes tol bla org yg kta syg amik berat sal kita kn?? x kira la dea tue x cntik, x hensem jnji dea care bout us.. huhu.. ari khamis tue asew cm bz sgt pdahl 2 kls jew. tp lps kls tue yg bes.. pew lg,, p pntai r.. hehe.. wlao skjp pown jadik r.. ney gmbarnya..

my sweetest friend.. ^_^

kesengalan antara aq dan dea.. argh!! beratnya..hehe

with bulan yg comel lagi cun, huhu

peace.

senyum kambing. ngee. pic ney ingt nk jdikn assignment tp tataw r ktua bg kew x. hehe

tunggu angin datang..hurm..

bila dah boring :(

ziana and mak cik.. hehe

alahai.. lmbtnyew nk amik gmbar, kn da jd muka cmni.. adess

bila ziana buat muka lucu.. hikhik

CuN SaJa

td mmg cun r,,, ley jmpa idola ramai.. hurm.. sgt segak.. smpai dlm dewan da mcm histeria tgk dato' dr. sheikh muzaffar shukor a.k.a dr. sms.. huhu.. suara yg sgt bes, xpresi muka yg sgt mnja,no wonder la bini dea syg.. :)mnggil bila amik gmbr dpn2.. hihi.. mlu lak, >///<>

dr seorg yg sgt polite, bijak tutr katanya, pandai akal fikirnya n bg pndangn aq dea seorg yg sgt disenangi.. semoga Allah merahmatinya n semoga dea kkl ngn isteri trsyg hingga ke ank cucu.. amin..                                                 gmbar kitorang :)-------->v

i need a new life!!

da lma x update blog.. fuh.. smlm bes sgt!! maulidur rasul.. kwn2 hepi gler.. siap nyanyi2 lg dm dewan.. hurm.. apez.. aq suka dea.. hehe. dea ney da mcm adk bradik aq ha.. adoi.. trpdam la plak pic dea.. ish3.. maap ye pez.. x sngaja.. hehe. seriusly aq x dpt lri lg dr byangn dea.. i mean my ex of coz.. bkn la aq angau lg tp byk bnda aq wt related ngn dea,, mcm mn aq xley ingt,, kn? kn? kn? dea da completely lupa aq.. ok r tue kn.. dea da bhgia. aq pown sng ngn kwn2 aq.. we have fun together.. ari ney jumpa sheikh muzaffar doe.. haxhax.. well.. even aq x mnat sgt tp rsa bangga ttp ade.. kuikui.. ney la antra aktiviti yg kitorg wt.. hehe.. x smpt nk amik gmbr ms selawat sbb khusyuk sgt.. huhu